Dream: Fishcats

I dreamed I was sleeping in my brother's room and he and my mom entered the room to put a fishbowl with some goldfish on the nightstand. Their voices woke me up a little, and I looked at the fishbowl as they left. Suddenly, two goldfish leapt out of the fishbowl and transformed into cats, still with shimmery goldfish scales. I called out to my brother and mother, fearing the fishcats would die. Nobody came, so I decided not to care and turned around. One of the fishcats suddenly jumped on my bed. Then I woke up screaming.

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